One question I keep getting asked is where I am today concerning my journey and if I still feel that what I am doing is working. So you met a guru and you were all excited but all these years later are you still excited?
More So! It has been eight years since I met Sadhguru. Like many people I too wanted a magic wand to enlighten me (still do) and I have been periodically despondent that that has not happened.
I had a dream about Sadhguru two nights ago. He was with me at Siesta Key Beach and we were swimming in the ocean. I have been to this beach with him before and being there was very familiar. He swam off further out and left his turban floating. I noticed the turban. I thought I had better keep an eye on it so he does not lose it. I thought that he would not want to lose it.
During Anaadhi I had an odd, extremely vivid dream after the dream machine came.
My father had asked me awhile back if I would keep his dog Max after he died assuming he outlived him and I said yes. I was not convinced I meant it since I had two dogs already but I wanted him to have peace of mind and I knew I would make sure Max had a home that would be heavenly for him.
Two weeks after our shopping trip my father had a massive heart attack which he survived. When I went to see him in the hospital he said "How the hell did I survive a heart attack? What in the hell is wrong with me? He went on about my mother died in her sleep, his sister died in her sleep, his cousin died in his sleep what was wrong with him? He cracked me up. Morbid and all he was pretty funny. He was sharp as a tack that day and discussing the news with us. They were going to send him to rehab.
